to be fair, this should be in english.
horrible horrible horrible mood swing,
its a bitch cos i know everything is perfect,
and somehow something has to go wrong,
the imperfection forced me to make a decision,
yes, it is indeed very vague, it concerns me,
cos here comes the time for me to look hard,
and know there's nothing i can do to improve,
because i easily give up without a fight, i'd rather,
choose to halt my step, and stop, and watch.
its such a cold and painful decision.
some hate me for being so heartless,
some thought that its for the best,
decision has already sinked and anchored,
making sure it weighs me down so i wont float.
i said to myself just one more time,
i will go ahead with this decision,
i know i'll hurt myself the most.
but you'll understand in the end.
everyone does, it just takes time, n it will heal.
and no, surprisingly, im not crying.
2 comments:
heyhey, ok, im not really sure waths bothering u, but wateva it is, u know i'll alwiz b there for u and im jz a fone call away k? remember dat, i hope wateva is troubling u, dissapears instantly and u go back to being u, all cheery, bubbly, hyper feiwen. if u need anything, plz dun hessitate to tell me k? *HUGS*
it sucks!!!!!!!! i cant stand myself anymore!!!!!!! ARGHHH!!!!!
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