bye mayday~hi june~

you're kinda always away...
so when it comes to special days

expectation for you to be here...impossible.

instead the effort must be made to be there where you are

well, sometimes it is your special day

and i cant be there...and so

there's a book that someone keeps to pen down thoughts

but its not enough in any form of alphabetsthus begin a journey of recording down thoughts and feelings
in form of vibrant colors
coz they say these colors are loud
so loud it can drown the sound of an empty room
i guess it will crowd the space with happiness
honestly, it is unnaturally uncomfortable
to be among these contradictory feelings
but what more can i say or do?
i can only paint and paint and keep painting
now it drowns the sound
and i might have completely forgotten about you
but these are physical evidence that you exist...
really did exist and only in my imagination