FedEx-Emo

I've received numerous packages from friends b4,

(including you Alex.C, lol)

and I remember sending one to Ben.L

with all my heart to Florida...

and i always wonder if people feel the same as i do

when they receive my package....

BECAUSE TODAY, THIS CAME IN.

I really dunno what to say,

sincerity melts my heart,

I stare at the box so very long...

until i can bore a hole through it.

The 'cakar ayam' handwritting of Scott McKay

puts another smile + me rolling eyes

i look at the description....

books, frame, flag (????)

Scott did mentioned it was 'cheesy',

I opened the box very slowly,

I just stare and stop and

tear it open and stare again

not sure what to expect and

my heart is very very moved

The first thing that greeted my senses

was Scott's familiar Lacoste cologne

I took out the Calgary Flame flag, laugh out loud,

and the familiar smell is stronger still,

he prbbly spray cologne all over his room

thats why the smell on the red flag

my tears began to trickle down my cheek

suddenly I miss him 300% more.

i smell it in my hands when i put it back

Books

when I saw what he picked for me

Lonely Planet, Canada

tears came crashing my face

and that 'cheesy' boy,

frame a nice photo of both of us

thank god he didnt draw

any big heart shape or some cartoon

cos i'll be crying out loud by then

and there's a letter...

that i do not want to read right now

i am already crying like a baby

its so silly

but i am crying and crying and

i dialled his number

i dont remember the timezone

but i just dialled and he picked up the phone

im not even sure what i said to him

but i vaguely remember sniffing, wiping my eyes,

wiping my nose with my pyjamas, and saying,

"silly boy, why do you have to send this..."

and him with his half awake, half sleeping sound

"do you like it?"

"......sniff....sniffffff....."