sei mangali, sei punjabi, sei hamsap kanasai~

NOTE: i'm venting my anger with this post

HAMSAP KANASAI!

some KNS today made me feel KNS!

(i cant even use the word human, person, man,

to call that KNS, because the KNS is really KNS!)

this is going to sound so racist because of the situation,

but im really really so angry and i must take this out!

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departing for KL after a weekend in KK,

i was looking after the bags for my friends,

while they head for duty free shopping while
I stayed within the boarding lounge reading Wolf Totem,

feeling really happy to go home and then this girl

came and sat beside me maybe bcos i was the

only girl in that row as well.

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the moment she sat down, ppl were just crowding her,

for her autograph no less! after all the hoo-ha,

i cant help but to ask "are you a celebrity?"

she said yes, and im like

"sorry but i dont know anything abt local celebrity,

except for siti nurhaliza, and you are...?"

"do you watch reality show?"

the moment she said that i can only think of one

"OH! Akademi Fantasia (AF) yah??"

she smiled and said yes and ask if i was Malaysian.

and we chat like 2 more lines and i resume my book,

while she resume her word puzzle finder.

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after my toilet break, i cant help but notice this

FAT, i mean FAT so FAT that he is like an ELEPHANT,

checking out females as they enter the boarding lounge,

the reason im saying this is because im sitting directly facing him,

my intuition and sense seems heighten and i felt uncomfortable,

as i was reading i look up to see if i was right, that FREAK.

and i was absolutely right, you know how some KNS people,

they stare at you like they're raping you with their eyes?

this KNS is doing that exact same thing so KNS!!!

i saw him doing that to the AF girl, and to further confirm it,

KNS WAS TOUCHING HIS KNS CROTCH!

at first it was scratching, than it was like feeling himself,

he was on the phone with one hand, and he keep staring at the girl,

my skin stand at that horrifying sight and turn really angry,

so i do what i can do at this situation stare hard at his face,

to make sure KNS knows that someone else is aware,

and the trick work, he looked at me and his hand stopped,

i just stare straight in his face, i felt my blood boiling,

i purposely roll my eyes super dramatically,

next i shake my head like it could mean anything,

and turn back to my book because i made my point.

i'm sure i did.

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because the next thing you know, KNS resume activity,

KNS put down KNS phone (KNS is prbbly FAKING IT!)

and switched to another phone from another pocket,

this time, this phone GOT CAMERA one!!!!!

KNS sits there directly opposite facing the girl,

and quietly align the phone to take picture of her,

and i was watching all this thing unfold slowly,

he said "aiyah tak dapat lah..." and hamsap smile

(my guess is either KNS is purposely provoking me or

KNS couldnt care less because he is hamsap then!)

i just use a VERY NORMAL TONE

"if you want to take a picture of her,

you might as well ask her permission"

i HAVEN'T even FINISH my SENTENCE,

thst KANASAI JUMPED AND TOWER OVER ME!

FUCKING HELL!!!!! everyone was watching at

that gate A5 boarding lounge!!! but NO ONE HELP!

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"SO WHAT IF I WANT TO TAKE PICTURE!!!

KNS swing the phone in front of my face

sounding very unconvincing,

"i said you should ask her permission"

i didnt expect that i knew this is going very wrong,

i just sit and stared back the next KNS thing he said,

was the one that triggered me to want to KICK KNS crotch,

he had the nerve to say this very DEGRADING remark,

he was all shaking with anger, his fist curled up,

KNS was SCREAMING in the boarding lounge,

"YOU SHUT UP! YOU ARE A GIRL,

YOU KNOW THE RULE HERE?

YOU SHUT UP I TALK!"

but that pisses me off, that KNS thinks that

FEMALES are meant to be INFERIOR,

thats why he openly raped any girl he fancied,

fuck this shit, RUDE? now who's rude here?

i was going to say "at least i'm civilized"

but thought better of it, because he can swing his punch,

and i can drop dead just like that in the lounge

and KNS can trample all over me with his elephant foot.

while the rest of the world just watch like some B grade film.

i didnt feel like crying but i know i have to do something,

so how do i end this? what do you think i should do?

do you think i should have done NOTHING in the first place?

great, let people rape you naked then, have fun.

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The AF girl i was referring to:Marsha Milan Londoh

(Marsha sounds like Maria Sharapova,

and funny thing is personnally i like the name Milan and London)