I like to spend time alone.
I also feel contented easily with life.
I am really really a person who can
be very very very happy just to be alone.
I am talking about myself,
not the kitten....who by the way
is also very shy, like me. :)
Bcos i know i am shy,
thats why i worry when i talk to ppl,
i try very very hard to communicate
i tried and found an easier way
that is, i must learn
to trust a stranger to be a friend
and they always meant well
that will be easier for me to communicate
but this is a BIG problem
bcos i become very gullible
but no matter what
i trust that there's always good in this world
even if i feel awful at times and
look at how other ppl suffer as well
i just hope fervently that they,
as well as myself, can overcome it.
and so i began to look at small happy things
and make it seem like a very big happy things
and from there i can maximise the joy & happiness
like going home at punctual time
eating dinner with mom
watching reality shows with dad
pinching my lil brother or
just watching him sleep like a pig
and now my new found friends
4 stocking-ed kittens...
i sigh...how i wish things are simple.
