Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Book Shopping Spree = Trophies!

suprise, suprise! received a nice post express letter from InShey!~
sooo sweeett......
this is the ultimate satisfaction!
'Joy in Reading' book fair in KLCC convention centre
spent only 2 hours there to browse through,
i totally believe that, you need FATE when buying books.
买书看缘分 - this is the law of attraction ^_^
we have a catalogue of the latest promotion,
i end up buying Haruki Murakami (which is a must) and i pick the title that MAYDAY used it as one of their album title.
then i bought this lady-xi lin zi-author book,which was mentioned by a friend back in college.
i bought another book by ZhuShaoLin, it was a 'succession' to a book previously recommended by Ashin from Mayday.
i bought 2 english books, one recommended by ET727, the mandarin version was sold out, so i had to get the original english version
总之,在一个这么大的大厅走着走着,
所有眼睛所停留下来的地方
都是因为感觉来了
好像会有什么好发现似的
然后抱着5本书,1个人走
很久都没有这么满足了。
从前,就像阿信燕尾蝶的词
~~你笑你哭你的动作
都是我的圣经珍惜的背颂
我喜我悲我的生活
为你放弃自由要为你左右~~
我都习惯接受
今天我完全不需要再说
因为你

on the sideline, i was thinking about Fatima.
还有,我想买东西送给我的异国小妹妹。
and 收到她亲自写的信,真得很窝心

Sunday, May 27, 2007

bunny on the wall

YAY~~~!
for those of you who knew
that i've been complaining abt PLAIN WHITE walls.
here's the DESIRED deep purple colored
i've been wanting to paint for my bedroom...
muahahahahahahaHAHAHAhaahahahahahahahhahha!!!
even though the paint quality SUCKS.
its from some brand which i will NOT recommend for your wall,
unless u need to use it for banner or something,
the quality is just sooo bad. and why did i end up using it?
cos thats the only shop that sells ....
THIS PURPLE color in my neighbourhood. (@_@)
i tried soo hard to ignore the white patches and uneven colors
"bunny on the wall"
was meant to cover SOME parts of it.
in the end my aunt paint it for me,
cos i was in the office, she saw my paper cutting on the floor,
and she helped me with it. (^_^)

what i need now is....

more picture frames !!!!!

and you (!!!) my friend

to come and stay with me for the weekend!

you know who you are, lol, lets make time!

Friday, May 25, 2007

五月天

五月天 - mayday.


嗯,因为最近都在翻找华语歌来听
回忆起五月天2005年时3度来马宣传,新专辑,精选集,还有演唱会。
3次都有机亲眼目睹他们5个人的。。。粉丝疯狂状态!哈哈哈!
ok啦,现场听到他们的音乐,性格还有说话方式还蛮新鲜的,
就是不用可以去做,却可以顺其自然的表现出很平凡的不一样。

五月天粉丝应该可以分成两种,不如说,两代。
前一代的是听着五月天‘人生海海’这个专辑和他们之前的音乐一起长大。
当五月天暂时 ‘解散’去。。。how do i put it, erm, National Service?
thats when there's a break, but i think the fans stick on and anticipate mayday's return.
过了一段,对粉丝来说好像很久的时间,终于五月天回来了^_^

举办了一个 -- 我从dvd上看到的巨型演唱会
还要特地在台湾帮我朋友一口气买了3片的
‘天空之城复出演唱会’。。。我看了我说。。。‘真的不错喔。。’
从这里,晚一代的粉丝就加入了家族哦。

严格来说应该是 ‘时光机’才完全把我的注意力扣紧。
虽然我只是在线上听,那时连村上春樹也还未遇上,
就先被五月天的歌词撞击。。。话说回来
因为,我极少听华文歌。(这另有原因)
所以,如果我这么容易被五月天的词吸引,
并不是因为词的外表而是从词里流出来的内涵
(哇,好像好深奥似的)
你知道吗。。。从此以后,我恢复了说话的能力。

我非常记得认识五月天也是我最后一年我可以
在学院图书馆借书的日子他们才一起住进我的日记簿。
开始完全灌注在华文书籍里,每一天放学后都泡在那个顶楼,
一排一排的华文书突然变得希奇珍品似的。
我第一本碰到的就是村上春樹的怀念1980年代。
从此以后,笔记演奏着村上春樹和五月天同步曲。

有一天,就这样五月天抵达马来西亚。
那么近距离的看,听,感受五月天的天气。
然后现场的一首歌,‘倔强’
我直接购买了‘神的孩子都在跳舞’
也不知道我会不会喜欢其他曲子,
只是深信认识他们--超值得!


我喜欢阿信的笔画构造,
管它铅笔,钢笔,ABC键盘,
他的词彩绘出了人的心情世界。

今天有感而发,想要与你分享。
时间还未到,我再怎么说服你,
你也不能明白我对你的关心,
时间到了,你也未必能明白,
因为那个时候,我可能已经完全误会,
我不想再挽留你了。
从此以后,我连呼吸都不能再恢复了。

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

与世无争

“可你的字都是簡體的 。。。看的好累喔”
“是吗?我不会繁体”
“ㄛ“

与世无争
不懂这玩意儿成语是不是酱用的,
因为,今天看了很多东西,
可能又是双子座好奇性格作怪,
总觉得很多东西都想扑过去尝试,
连怎样写繁体字都想学,为什么呢?

与世无争
就是这一群征服地球的-
虽然辛苦但都让我想超越很多他们 -
可能又是双子座不想落后的性格作怪,
总觉得为什么别人可以,
而我还不可以,(总有一天一定可以)
连人家随便文笔好一点都想学习,为什么呢?

与世无争
就是感情这玩意儿,
本来可以好端端的做开心果,
可能又是双子座的另一半作怪,
总觉得心情低落灵感比较多,
就选择 (可以不选但是硬要选)
陷入堕落状态,为什么呢?

与世无争
就是部落格这玩意儿,
简单说是可以记载某些回忆
可能又是双子座的双重想法,
总觉得想把它说出来又不想说,
结果矛盾到连写东西的时候
只有自己可以看明白的内容,
然后全世界却一起误会

结果。。。
双子座真得只剩下他/她自己一个人了。

one week later, i discover these words by Ashin, Mayday....and this is exactly how i feel

《音乐周刊》:每次都要这样逼着自己创作吗?
阿信:我有着一种好胜的性格,当看到其他顶尖的词作家能够写出很棒的歌词,我就会想,为什么?我想要超过他,我想写得比他更好,想要流传得比他更远更久。

Sunday, May 20, 2007

今夜马来西亚真美

thank you to sabrinatch for editing her photos so neatly ^_^
所以凌晨2点钟我还没睡。
第一,家里没有人,关了灯有点怕。
第二,刚才遇到‘失散多年’的朋友,真开心。
第三,就像以前我们5个人又可以一起庆祝生日。
总之, 今夜马来西亚真的很美丽。


回忆很美,我们话语可以不多,只要享受你的陪伴。
我现在的节奏很 hemingway,
就像老人与海的页数,正在慢慢调味今天的一切。

我们5个人的默契还真不错,90%白色,10%‘出色’。
看了一场 my fair lady, 心里想着如果有你多好,
喜欢的东西和喜欢的人分享

傍晚我暂时的离开,心里都会惦记着你们。
我害怕许多无畏的事情,可能我想很多,
所以一个人走路去找你们的时候,
街上人群的陌生,闷热,冒汗,还有心跳的扑通。
双脚要失控,越走越安静的街道,
然而双峰塔的灯光好像永远不会灭似的督促我,
痛楚加倍的对抗,虽然只是一段极其普通的路,
我的脑袋却酝酿出了一百余个想法
填补这个空荡却又混乱的心情
我究竟是谁。。。为什么我会在这里
种种问题闪过,每一个都是自私的问题,
这也不能怪我,我怪你吧,
因为你之前的出现,然后又消失的踪影,
让我很想念,也让我很讨厌,
何不正常的,定时的,勇敢的牵我的手?
原来,你还比我更胆小。
这样我们真的没有什么可以建立的了,
就算给了无数机会,你好像笨瓜,根本不能领悟。
我能祝福你的就是要比我幸福,听到吗?睡着了?

朋友,在我来不及忘记之前,先让你知道,
不管以后怎样,我很珍惜现在拥有的友谊,
我知道可能有一天我会离开到很远的地方,
直到那一天的起飞,
你要记得。。。我说话很直。
也要相信我说的一切。
就算是直到穿破了天空,
我希望可以不用隐瞒我对你的关心。

美丽的马来西亚夜晚总让我想多写给你。

Friday, May 18, 2007

就算我是K歌之王 也不见得把爱情唱得完美

你也知道这几天有个人心情确实很低落,
我也不想这样,可是总会陷入这样的陷阱
然后一切又会重演,我无话可说。
傍晚回家的路上,来往的车只是影子
我不用任何思考能力迷惘穿梭
很简单。
因为已经习惯这一成不变的画面
脑袋轻轻心情重重反复想着
今天我为什么都不很想说话
心里却是装得满满强逼的要溢出来
结果没有。因为不能够。

CD音乐很不搭调,
顺序转了4个英文台,剩下2个华文台. 没办法了
要听这两个多话得不得了的频道。
然后有人说了一个名字,然后音乐
然后似乎熟悉的声音。
听了我想把它找出来
回味一个我不了解的情绪。
因为耳朵听到的虽然和我毫无关系
可是我最后感到很安慰。
原来有一句话我仿佛在哪里见过。。。


“我说了 所有的谎 你全都相信
简单的 我爱你 你却老不信
你书里的剧情 我不想上演
因为我喜欢 喜剧收尾

我试过 完美放弃 的确很踏实
醒来了 梦散了 你我都走散了
情歌的词何必押韵
就算我是K歌之王
也不见得把 爱情唱得完美

只能说我输了 也许是你怕了
我们的回忆 没有皱褶
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了 你的不安赢得你的信任
我却得到你 安慰的淘汰”

anyway, the day has begun and it has also ended,
the same moment when it shouldnt even happen for you and me at the first place,
there shouldnt be a reason to explain why we both act this way,
when in fact one bait the other and the other falls into a trap,
ending up slightly injured and with a bump in the head. BUT
one thing to slightly cheer someone up today though,
ben made the cut for macau open, with a 2 under.
at least. someone's pleased.
but can you just be normal for once, i mean,
ben, i thought i am the moodier one,
apparently, you are worst. and its disgusting.
im sooo tempted to just delete u once n for all.
im that mad.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

TO BLOG OR NOT TO BLOG THAT IS THE QUESTION.........

THIS, you gotta be kidding me edison chen.

TO BLOG OR NOT TO BLOG THAT IS THE QUESTION.........
i keep asking myself i wanna but i dun wanna why u ask me???????
cuz i feel it is hard to keep up at this i need some personal space sometimes too
but i also should blog why am i thinkin out loud...........here it is kiddies


cos the above title was the exact question i keep asking myself over and over again ever since i started blogging in like.....everywhere! (@_@)

you gotta be kidding me man, lol, and u visited Murakami's exhibition, well, the Haruki Murakami i know is a writer, his got an interesting mind, and he made me learn Japanese in order to read his original books. well, in progress anyway, LOL~

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Day 4- Market, Beng Melea, Banteay Srei, Angkor Wat

Day 4 - OUT OF TOWN
First we borrowed the camera from kind Uncle Lee (a khmer chinese who owns a camera shop in Siem Reap, photos on the way)

We head to the big market in town, we were sooo EXCITED cos its a LOCAL market, like those your mom goes to shop on a Sunday morning type of market!
我们好兴奋,终于找到一个当地的菜市场,
连旅客的踪影都没有一个!购物狂的怪癖又显身啦!
We went for another shopping spree, and this time it is serious business, we shop like tailormade clothes, khmer designed cloths, books and more snacks!

We had breakfast, and as always, like i said, the UNPLANNED ROUTE ARE ALWAYS THE MOST SURPRISING AND REWARDING EXPERIENCE.
我常对自己说,兴起的时候才决定的旅程都是最多惊喜的哦。
Cos out of no where, we just AGREE to go 2 temples out of town, and its gonna take us one full hour and a half to reach the first, and another hour more to reach the second, and we need to pay extra $$$ to our Tuk Tuk driver, but what the heck, we're here in the city of temples. ^_^

我们就不管3721,管它钱够不够用,都要去看郊外的庙寺。
So our Tuk Tuk driver load up his car with 2 bottles of 1.5ltr petrol,which we think is reallly expensive, its like already 40% of the cost we're paying him (;_;)

AN HOUR TUK TUK RIDE, the scenery is really peaceful though.
我们的头很晕,可是一路上的郊外的平静/宁静 (???)还不错。


We were pretty 'shooked' after the ride for an hour, esp. Shu who isnt really long journey travelling person. seen here READY TO PUKE ANYTIME!
这个地方超值得!它已经差不多完全要塌下来,
可以走的路,还挺少,所以我们,爬!
那我们现在展开探险之旅吧!

But BENG MELEA, is totally worth this ride.
连站都站不稳~
this is the INTERIOR, most places in Beng Melea look like this, crumbled, piles of centuries old rocks and lots of indiana jones adventure and i absolutely love it more, cos the film "2 brothers" was also filmed here....omg.


our impersonation of the Apsara above!
this used to be a library floating on the water,
connected by bridges where we're seating on now.

OK, this is really scary, the 3 guide had to help me like TOGETHER.
怕得要命,紧张死了,还勉强的笑。
要坐上去,真不容易哟!

u see these pigs??? they are BATHING by the roadside.
Yin feels right at home, she's a Taurus and she's born in the year of Pig.
There's a lot of cows and buffaloes and pigs that we see here..REALLY.

Another journey, this time thru dirt road for one hour,
另外一个小时的路程,这个带有粉红色素的庙寺很女人化~
We reach Banteay Srei, one of the most 'feminine' site we've seen so far.

its pink/red tone were the result of the soft sandstone.
and literally, every single space was carved, and legend has it,
it was "carved by women"


We visited the Landmine Museum, and its not a HUGE museum, its just 4 small sized house, 0n each East West North South, with a centre. We were pretty much alone, with 2 other Koreans who was there with their guide. because it is so quiet, the tragedy of Khmer's past swallows you and quiet tears will fall the moment you stepped into a room full with weapons made by human to destroy human....
We played with some kids there, who doesnt speak a word of english,
we gave them pink plasticine this time,
Shu made a cute cow and present it to one of the kids,
he was thrilled, and wouldnt squashed it at all :)
We were also quite please to know, the owner of the Landmine Museum, Aki Ra was actually our tuk tuk driver's younger brother! you can see him beamed with pride, and the fact that the family profession seems to depend on tourism and saving their own country from being destruct, just gives you the sense of their strong survival will....
We took abt an hour to head back to the city,
this time we enter from the back of Angkor Wat,
a pathway less trodden by tourists apparently!



We return to the guesthouse and get a clean shower,
but moments after we stepped out into the streets, it starts to POUR heavily again!
So we end up in a massage parlour for shelter and a Khmer massage... lol!

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Day 3 - PreahKhan, Neak Pean, Ta Som, East Mebon, Pre rup


缘分。
可能就是这么希奇。
很多人都说,不管你怎样去安排您的旅程
你和这个地方有缘,不管怎样
都一定会被天使送过来。。。
所以,今天下雨了。。。
很巧和的,大多我们去的景点
都和‘水’有关系。。。

superman RON!
第一站:Preah Khan
他们要保留这个古迹的决定,其实还蛮难。
如果把所有的树,都砍了,就失去了大自然的magic
可是,不把树砍了,大树会吞噬整个古迹。。。
把屋顶撞破,可能还危害旅客的安全
我们在这里呆了整个早上。。应该上路了
可是。。种种困难在我们前面ei

NEAK PEAN 据说这里5个池塘
是让人家来洗罪的。都干枯了。
但是很壮观,情不自禁坐下来看着它




TA SOM 来这里的目的,就是要看着棵大树!
还有,我们和小孩子玩游戏
希望他们可以暂时忘记辛苦 (VIDEO ON THE WAY)

这个小男孩(很可爱的声音)告诉我们说他会跳舞,
所以,我们很兴奋的抓他来一起玩。
其实整个video的重点还是最后那1秒,
当我们停下来的时候,小女孩还是继续的卖postcard给我们!
哈哈!很专业!

他好高,而且很好聊。

EAST MEBON

PRE RUP 在这里看夕阳也就完成了一天的行程

Day 2 - Angkor Wat,Banteay Kdei,Ta Keo,Ta Phrom & Angkor Wat

Believe me, i am TRYING MY BEST to put all these in chronology order, ok? This the beginning of a journey that filled my heart full with love.

Jewel in the Jungle, once a great empire of kings,
without any traces of records it vanished...
now it has been discovered again.
People flock from all corners to witness
the glory of it from sunrise til sunset.




We head to Angkor Thom (Great City) for the small circuit tour.
It consists of major sights if you only have a day or two to spend.
This is the South Entrance, guarded by statues of Good & Evil.
Our first stop: BREAKFAST!

NEXT: Bayon Temple,we paid $5 for a guided tour.
From afar it looks a pile of rubble, in fact it has 54 towers with 216 faces!

its magic only appears as you step closer up to the 3rd level.
Bas Reliefs,depicting war and life of the Khmers.


APSARA - heavenly nymphs who floats gracefully between heaven and earth...


NEXT: Banteay Kdei, we are trying to avoid the crowd in Ta Phrom
we planned to go there when tourist head OUT for their lunch! haha!



NEXT: Ta Phrom





NEXT: We actually visited Ta Keo before Ta Phrom.
Anyways, who cares, we CLIMBED these scary steps!!!
BRAG BRAG BRAG!!!


NEXT: LUNCH - amok traditional dish.
I slept in the restaurant, on the table
i was sooooo tired from walking and climbing stairs.
NEXT: Angkor Wat for sunset
I sleep on the centuries old floor again,
while tourists stand around me to take pictures of the temple.
Great view of Angkor Wat with the moat during sunset...