Last Sunday of 2007

i guess i'll look back on year 2007,

on new year's day itself. in the meantime,

its a very very hot sunday, the last one in 2007.

i sit in my room, read, sleep, listen to my music,

doing nothing out of the norm, and yet, i know

i am not the same person stepping into 2008 soon,

because 2007 had been such a dramatic year.

i guess it was good to step outside for a while,

to have lunch with good ol' friends and watch a movie,

but i know i couldnt be bothered with the world around me,

not looking at anything or anyone or thinking abt anything,

i feel empty, its not sad, its not happy, its just empty.

and so i took a picture.

and another one in the evening,

cos i feel the same emptiness that has not changed,
but i know the current beneath is just waiting to erupt,

when i am ready to make a decision,

in the meantime, i just want to stay this way,

as an empty unbothered oblivious person,

on the last sunday of 2007.

until i hear from you, i'll stay this way.